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It`s been forever since I have updated... [Sep. 6th, 2008|08:56 pm]
[Current Location |Library]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |Peter Gabriel/Up]

Things have definitely changed since I last posted.  I now have a job, where I influence a lot of people and usually make them very happy.  Unfortunately, I never made it back to school, since the student loans never came in time and I had to find the aformentioned job to have anough money to live.  I do have a boyfriend, but since I was so emotionally weak at the time the relationship turned out to be an exploitative one. (which I am taking steps to remove myself from).

I will try to update a little more often to let you all know how things are going.  Seeing that someone did leave comments, even four years later, is very encouraging.
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rant. [Aug. 29th, 2004|04:30 pm]
[Current Mood | angry]

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. and Fuck.
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Killin' time. [Jul. 12th, 2004|04:37 pm]
[Current Mood | contemplative]

Good news. After knocking my head against a brick wall numerous times, I know what I'm doing in Physics! And... I've managed to memorize the equations I need for my exam tonight.

So, I've decided to give myself a bit of time to kill before class actually starts.

Here's what I want to see in the Fantasia Festival, if anyone cares to give me a ticket:




It's called Arzak Rhapsody. I'm a big animation fan, and this one is based on French comics drawn by this guy Moebius.

OK. Off to class. There but for the grace of God go I.
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Rest, relaxation (I need a vacation) [Jul. 1st, 2004|01:53 pm]
Can one take time off from one's time off?

I've been going nearly nonstop for about a month now, and I'm ready to strangle someone. I think this is the first time I've taken for myself since the beginning of the Fringe Festival (and I'm spending it blogging. Go figure). Nearly lost my temper last night at a poor volunteer at the jazz festival last night, because I made the mistake of going down during opening night (!) and didn't think about the size of the crowd. Duh. It's only the 25th anniversary of one of the world's largest jazz festivals, and I didn't think there'd be masses of people? Whatever.

In other news, I met a great guy at the Fringe Festival. I won't go into too many details here, but suffice it to say that if he was local, I'd date him without a question. Sigh. Why does this happen when I least expect it? The last thing I need is worries about a relationship.
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Ayoye. [Jul. 1st, 2004|01:47 pm]
[Current Mood | stressed]

ARGGGGH!!!!!!
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Time to do the happy dance!! [May. 4th, 2004|05:31 pm]
[Current Mood | excited]
[Current Music |Dido/Life For Rent]

Woot!

I got news today that I've been accepted into a fulltime college program! It's in Diagnostic Imaging at Dawson College, the largest anglophone college in Quebec. I was a little bit nervous at first, since I haven't been in school since I quit university in 1998, but as it turns out they liked me after all. So, my life has taken a different turn. I (officially) start school in August, though I have to go back to do a summer physics course to refresh my knowledge.

Yay, this is such great news ... !
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Some depressing thoughts. [Mar. 31st, 2004|06:39 pm]
[Current Mood | sad]
[Current Music |DJ Vadim/USSR: The Art of Listening]

I've been doing some thinking lately, and came up with some rather morbid things, one being this:

Nothing I do has any consequence for anyone else.

I could theoretically die alone in my apartment, and no one would notice until they smelled my decaying body. Oh, sure, I'm sure a neighbour would see that my newspapers were gathering up, but they'd probably just think I'd gone away for a while. It's not unusual for me to go two or even three days without going outside my apartment, and I know that I've gone a week without the phone ringing once.

This is incredibly frightening.

I live alone, don't have a boyfriend, not a whole lot of friends, and no job at the moment. So yes, I go for long stretches of time without any human contact.

How can I fix this? Well, I suppose the most obvious answer is to get involved with more things. Step up the job search, volunteer, actively try to meet more people, etc. etc. etc. I have applied to go back to school in September, and I have to find a job soon simply due to my financial situation. So, I guess that's a start.

Does anyone read this thing? Commments are most welcome. At least I'll know that someone out there knows I exist!
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Take that, you flea-brained flop-eared son of a kangaroo! [Feb. 18th, 2004|09:45 pm]
[Current Mood | sick]

You know you're sick when you spend the day on the couch watching old cartoons.

Well, these old cartoons were special ... they were the Looney Tunes! I finally tracked down the Premiere Collection, this new DVD box set with 56(!) shorts + a whole lot of extra goodies, and watched the first three discs yesterday and the day before. It was like reliving my childhood. I was such a Looney Tunes fan when I was little, that I still have some of the lines memorized. The third disc was a little bit disappointing, since there was more Bugs ... you'd think that with a whole disc devoted to him would be enough. There wasn't a single Sylvester & Tweety! Let's hope the fourth one is better. I also got to see some really old stuff from the very early days of WB animation, such as these "Bosko" cartoons from the 30s, which look pretty racist IMHO, and some WWII cartoons that only servicemen & women were allowed to see. Overall though, it's a damn good collection and I'll probably buy it once I can justify the expense.

Later on, I dragged myself to my friend Sofi's vernissage. Oddly enough, it was my first-ever vernissage, but it was a great experience. She did this old-fashioned multimedia work, with a circus theme. She took some old paintings/drawings, superimposed connect-the-dots designs on them, and then added a musical staff. Then, her dad (my friend David) composed music based on the notes from the connect the dots, which her sister and boyfriend performed. All in all, a very cool effect. Makes me wish I had some artistic sense in me!
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Happy unValentine's Day. [Feb. 14th, 2004|08:03 pm]
[Current Mood | lonely]
[Current Music |Assorted cybercafé gaming noise]

Bleh. It's Valentine's Day, and I'm single, dammit. To make it worse, one of my oldest friends called last night to get my address so he can send me a wedding invitation. He's getting married in May, and to boot, he and his fiancée are also expecting a baby soon. Crazy ... I've known this guy for something like 13 1/2 years, and he was supposed to be my backup in case I didn't get married by the time I turned 30. It's ironic ... he had a bit of a thing for me when we were in highschool, but the feelings weren't mutual. Oh well, such is life.

Not like I'm a romantic or anything. I'm not particularly mushy when it comes to relationships, but they are nice, as long as they're functional and healthy.

I think I'm going to go to a bar tonight, and drown my sorrows in beer and some heartbreakin' blues.
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Give me suggestions. [Feb. 13th, 2004|09:13 pm]
[Current Mood | hungry]

Recommend to me...

1. a movie 2. a book 3. a musical artist, song, or album 4. a LJ user not on my friend's list

and put it in a comment and then put this in your journal

Thanks to [info]tylerpistol for the idea.

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$$$ well spent [Feb. 13th, 2004|09:10 pm]

I went on a mad spending spree at HMV today, after becoming increasingly frustrated with my very stale music collection.  Picked up three CDs: Slingshot Professionals, by Kelly Joe Phelps, Life For Rent by Dido, and Dix Mille Matins by Daniel Boucher.  All in all, a very satifying two hours of shopping.  The damage wasn't too bad, either, since there's a sale on there right now.

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Do blondes really have more fun? [Feb. 6th, 2004|03:40 pm]
[Current Mood | content]

Oh. My.  I did something drastic the other night.  I dyed my hair blonde!  And not just run of the mill blonde, but extra light, Swedish milkmaid blonde!  Because my hair is naturally red, though, it turned out more or less golden yellow ... I'd have to do it again it if I want it lighter.

The general consensus is positive, though ... I was afraid it would turn out trashy and brassy, but over time, it actually looks good.  No one has said that it looks terrible, or at least not out loud.

In other news:  I watched a few really good movies this week.  Sunday, I went over to [info]tylerpistol 's place to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still, which was actually quite good.  For 1951 science fiction, anyway.  Then, I rented Lost In Translation, which deserves all the praise it's been getting recently.  I hope Sofia Coppola wins Best Director at the Oscars.  I don't know if Bill Murray deserves Best Actor, but that's only because I haven't seen the other contenders.

Last night, I watched Blue Crush.  It was amazing!  I have never seen such beautiful cinematography.  I mean, think about it: filming a surfer as she surfs a 20-foot wave, from inside the wave?  Incredible.  And, to tell the truth, the rest of the film wasn't so bad either.  There wasn't as much jiggle factor as I had expected ... it certainly wasn't "Surf Baywatch", anyway.  The bikini factor was there, but that's only because that's how it actually is for those girls.  If you lived in paradise and spent half your time in the water, you'd live in your bikini too.

So, it's been a decent week.  Better than last.  I haven't resolved all the issues I need to deal with yet, but I'm working on it.

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Grumble. [Feb. 1st, 2004|03:30 pm]
[Current Mood | bitchy]
[Current Music |Stigmata/Original Soundtrack]

Grr.

This sucks. I've got two friendships currently on the fritz (one a long-lived one in danger of dying), I'm unemployed, and quite completely broke.

Needless to say, I've become increasingly frustrated with my state in life. How did it come to this? Ten years ago, I thought I'd be a doctor, in grad school, or working in a profession of some kind by now ... what happened? I've set myself a goal to be married by the time I'm 30, which seems more remote as time marches on.

I had a fight with one of my oldest and best friends over Christmas, and the issues are yet to be resolved, on this February the first. I'm not too pleased with another friend, for reasons that I won't go into on a public blog.

I swear, if more things go wrong, I'm going to move again. This is too much for one person to take. I don't know whether to cry, or scream.

I'm about losing hope ...
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Cén chaoi a bhfuil tú?* [Jan. 29th, 2004|07:47 pm]
[Current Mood |awake]
[Current Music |Dido/Life For Rent]

I love languages.

I have a couple of online friends in Ireland and Scotland, and they've been teaching me very simple Irish Gaelic phrases, with the help of a website dedicated to preserving the Irish language. (see http://www.daltai.com) Had I continued in my Linguistics degree in university, I would have pursued an academic study of Irish and Scots Gaelic.

*How are you? in the Connemara dialect of Irish Gaelic.

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Ask me five questions ... [Jan. 29th, 2004|04:31 pm]
I've stolen this idea from my friend [info]tylerpistol, who stole it from his friend.

Ask me five questions, and I'll answer the best I can.

Looking forward to seeing your comments!
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Beefcake is the other white meat :) [Jan. 29th, 2004|12:24 pm]
[Current Mood | lethargic]
[Current Music |Classic Rock]

...stolen from a poster on an online board I visit.

Yummy. He's Mariusz Pudzianowski, a World's Strongest Man competitor from Poland.

beefcake
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Ah, to be 14 years old again ... [Jan. 29th, 2004|05:14 am]
I think I'm regressing to my teenage self.

Some symptoms of this that I've experienced lately:

~I read an entire copy of Seventeen over the weekend
~I bought a lip gloss that is pink, and tastes/smells like bubblegum.
~I have a crush on a guy, complete with jitters, butterflies in the stomach, and general silliness whenever I'm around him.

Do me a favour though, my friends - if I start listening to Britney Spears, 'Nsync, or any other boy/girl bands, take me out back and shoot me, ok?

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I should have had the mint tea ... [Jan. 29th, 2004|04:43 am]
[Current Mood | groggy]

Arggh.

I'm awake, still, at 4:30 a.m. because I made the stupid mistake of drinking a pot of black tea while watching movies tonight. Go figure. The movies were good, though. I watched Morvern Callar and Swimming Pool, which were both dark, artsy films. The narrative in Morvern Callar was very hard to follow, so I can't really tell you what it was about. Basically, it was the story of this Scottish girl who lives a meaningless life of alcohol, drugs, and a dead-end job, until the day her boyfriend commits suicide. She proceeds to cover up his death, steals the money he left for the funeral, puts her name on the finished novel he had written, and runs off to Spain for more drugs and alcohol. Rather depressing, in all, though if you like dark films you'll like this one. Swimming Pool was much better, in my opinion.

Oh, by the way ... welcome to my LiveJournal!

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